Friday, July 31, 2020

Day 77 of #the100dayproject - Penitence

Penitence

It’s true that I bought you cookies
only to eat them before you even
knew they existed.

And it’s true that I carry guilt
bigger than the moon for all of the things
I have not done or have not said.

I tally them up, notches in my heart.
It’s true that I hold each one close to me
as if nursing an injured limb or

as if each transgression is a new organ
growing deeper into me, changing
the landscape of my body. 

But when you cup my cheek 
with your hand, 
when we wake to sunlight 

slanting on our pillows, I feel
the warmth of you, and I try
to mistake this for forgiveness.

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