Friday, September 5, 2014

Crosswalks and Middle Fingers - An East Coast Experience

Hey east coasters, you've surprised me again. Around every corner of this coast, every nook and cranny are surprises. 

Maybe I'm just noticing everything because for me it's new new new! But I digress, people here are rude. Especially when I'm either driving or walking. And just yesterday I realized even east coasters think other east coasters are rude. 

It happened like this. 

While I waited at Firestone for an oil change, the lady mechanic noticed my Oregon license plate (I still haven't changed it). And the conversation started out like this...

Mechanic: "So are you from the west coast?"
Me: “Yeah, born and raised in southern Washington."
"My ex-boyfriend was from Oregon."
"Oh cool."
"Yeah, he always said people were so rude over here and it's true. People are crazy drivers.”
"Haha, you know, since I’ve moved here, the east coast reminds me of a milder version of India."
Laughing ensued from the other two mechanics, "Wow, never heard that one before."

Well readers, it's true. If you're an east coaster reading this and shaking your head in anger, think about this. When was the last time you stopped at a crosswalk for someone and actually waited for them to cross? Not the crosswalks that have the flashing lights that make you stop if someone presses the button. No. The ones that only have white stripes. Stopping at a crosswalk is a common and courteous occurrence in Oregon and Washington, Idaho and Nevada, (California is a different manner...), but not here. Oh, by the way, it’s illegal not to stop for pedestrians waiting at a crosswalk. Still, no one stops.

I remember the first time I tried to walk across the street at a marked crosswalk. I had been living in Connecticut for two weeks and I wanted to walk to the Stop and Shop down the street. 

I waited. 
     And waited.
          Oh, yeah, and I waited some more. 

I clearly wanted to cross, but no one stopped. When there was a break in the cars, I began walking, but I wasn't fast enough to cross before a car started coming my way. He began to slow down, but he didn't stop. As I continued walking, he started revving his engine and inched up closer and closer and I was afraid he was going to run me over. When I made it to the other side, he honked at me. 


I wanted to smack him so hard. And I certainly called him some wonderful and colorful names. Don’t worry, he saw the backside of my middle finger, too. 

But that wasn't what tipped me over the edge... 

One weekend, I went on a walk with my husband and in-laws. Near the end of our street, the sidewalk ends and then you have to cross the street at a marked crosswalk. No cars stopped. I literally stood in the middle of the crosswalk frantically making a stopping motion with my hands. But no one cared, cars flew right past me on both sides. And I caught myself screaming, "I'm walkin' here. I'm walkin' here." And I couldn't believe how much I sounded like Dustin Hoffman at that moment...

All the while, my husband and in-laws waited on the corner hoping someone would stop. You see, my father-in-law went through brain surgery eight months ago and he walks with a slow limp. No one stopped for him even though it’s clear that he needs more time to walk across the street.

And the problems do not end at the crosswalk and though I have met wonderful people on this side of the US, all of the rude and thoughtless drivers here have ruined it for me. Well...seeing the orange and pink Dunkin’ Donuts signs around every corner can be a real downer sometimes, too…

But I must be strong and carry on! Because one day I'll be back in Portland, OR sipping my Burgerville strawberry milkshake and crossing the street without fear of spilling my precious oh so precious shake.

I made this extra-large for a reason.
Who wouldn't move to Oregon for that?

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Artist's Portfolio Submission for FVRL Call for Artists

Below are five photographs of my 3D cardboard sculptures. These sculptures are made up of strips of cardboard that I cut with a box knife. I then tightly curl the strips and use a hot glue gun to arrange the strips into patterns and sculptures. I have provided names and descriptions for each piece. 

Made of six strips of cardboard. 
Dimensions L 15.5in X W 11.5in X D 2in

Made of four strips of cardboard.
Dimensions: L 17in X H 7.5in X D 1.5in 

Made from six strips of cardboard.
Dimensions: L 11in X H 10in X D 1.5in

Made from six strips of cardboard.
Dimensions: L 13.5in X H 8.5in X D 11.5in

Made from five strips of cardboard.
Dimensions: L 18in X H 5.5in X D 3in

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Writing 750 Words

For all of those writers out there, I recently discovered a new site called Buster Benson of Seattle created this site to encourage himself and others to write everyday. It's completely anonymous and it doesn't matter what you write. You can use the site as a journal or as a means of expressing your creativity. You can write stories, poetry, outlines, etc. It doesn't matter as long as you write at least 750 words a day. After you sign up and write your first 750 words, the site breaks your writing down into metadata. For me, the past two days have been busy and hectic and it shows through in how I write. The metadata below is a collection of graphs that show the emotions in my writing compared to the emotions in other people's writing:

That is only one example. There are other ways that the site breaks down information. It also compares your emotions, concerns, word average, word usage, and mindset. So fascinating!

This site is a great place to vent or to set professional writing goals. I joined with the hopes that daily writing will become second nature for me. Fortunately, the site lets you sign up to receive daily reminder emails, and every month a challenge is held. I joined October's writing challenge and signed the mini-contract that says if I write everyday of the month, then I'll treat myself to a chocolate mousse cake. Yum! Also, on the site, my name will be put on the "Wall of Awesomeness." How cool is that?

However, if I don't write everyday, my punishment will be no new clothes for the whole month of November. Not even on Black Friday! And my name will be put on the "Wall of Shame." But I'm confident I can rise to the challenge. Can you? Of course you can. Come and check out the website and see if it's for you. I'm sure you'll love it!

If you're interested in what else Buster Benson is cooking up, look at his other website called Health Month.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Music and Memory- La Vie En Rose

I was lying down on a lounge swing staring up into the night sky about two weeks ago. That day it had been 102 degrees in the Pacific Northwest and the night seemed to remember the heat. Not one breeze came to ruffle my hair. Not one. And the air seemed to vibrate with a dusky, warm energy and it smelled of dust and pine needles with a hint of blackberry. Every once in a while a mosquito would buzz by my ear.
It was a perfect time to sing. So I did. I hummed just as the warmth hummed on my skin. I hummed as the stars winked at me. The song that came from my mouth was none other than the French ballad La Vie En Rose by Edith Piaf. I didn’t even think about it. The notes found me and the music fit that moment. Perfectly lazy and warm, buzzing with emotion. If that song could have a smell it would smell like that night.

It was a fateful day when I first discovered Edith Piaf’s music. I was working at the library and I was putting away the movie La Vie En Rose. I have a penchant for French movies (one of my favorite movies is Amélie) so I took it home and watched it. I loved it. The movie told the story of Edith’s life from her early childhood until her death in 1963. The best part the film, of course, was the music. I probably would have turned it off if Edith’s music had not spoken to me so deeply.

La Vie En Rose…La Vie is “the life” and En Rose is “in pink.” The life in pink. A change in how you see your life. A way of living your life and viewing the world with rose colored glasses…

Music, especially good music, often brings back memories that I’ve forgotten. Memories that I never thought I held until they surface to be relived in rhythm to a song. The memories are always small insignificant moments, but they always hold the most meaning, the most beauty, the most humanity. They are detailed, but simple things. I remember every sensation being awoken. The smell, the feel, the sight, the hearing, the taste. Everything comes into sharp focus. That night I made another memory. The feel of the rocking and the stars streaking as my body sways with the swing. The sound of my cat pawing through the dried grass. The taste of dust and smoke in the air and the feel of my dry throat hitting the notes of the song. There is beauty in those moments. For it is those small moments that allow us time to be in our own minds. They hold the most reality. I felt so alive, so apart of everything. I felt present with no past, no future, just the now.

Make your own memory and listen to La Vie En Rose…Dance…Sing…Look at the stars…

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Kimbra- Someone That You Might've Known

I was on YouTube the other day listening to some of my favorite tunes when I clicked on Big Jet Plane by Angus and Julia Stone…The song didn’t play instantly. Instead I was subjected to a 30 second ad, but this wasn’t like most ads. This was a Victoria’s Secret ad with a lot of skinny models in skimpy underwear flaunting themselves to some music. Sounds generic, right? However, I had heard the music before, but I couldn’t place it right away.  I listened and then it hit me. Settle Down by Kimbra. About six or seven months ago not too many people had heard of Kimbra. Being a New Zealander with a flair for jazzy kind of tunes doesn’t make you too popular in the current music scene…But now most people have heard her voice at least in one song. A song that has now been overplayed on every pop radio station in the US. I’m sure you’ve hear Somebody I Used to Know by Goetye featuring Kimbra. It’s a catchy tune and it paints a nice story. If you haven’t seen the music video…well…it’s memorable since both singers are butt naked while being covered in body paint…I’ll add the video just for the heck of it…The style of the song is similar to Kimbra’s own personal music style. Quirky, odd, and unique.

When I first watched this video about six months ago, I became curious about this chick that sings really well and sounds like a better version of Katy Perry. And me being me, I checked out all of her videos and became obsessed. Back then, her more popular video, Settle Down, only had about a million hits. Now that same song has 18 million hits which is crazy, but I’m happy that more people are enjoying her music.

Most of her own music is peculiar with bold messages and themes. One of those songs is Cameo Lover which reflects her unique and girly style while still being a cheerful mix between 1950s pop, soul, hip hop and Broadway. The song could even be described as too precious. However, it’s such an upbeat song and the video is so happy go lucky with so much color and energy that it puts a smile on my face every time I listen. I find it a little strange that all of her background dancers are young girls ages nine to sixteen. A few of them even show up in her video for Settle Down as well. I suppose using young girls in this video encourages the feel of youthful energy and the ability to let go of your inhibitions and have fun. Or in Kimbra’s own words “open up your heart.” As adults, we often forget to find joy in the little things or to laugh at ourselves or to see the world with child-like wonderment. I think this video and song acts as a reminder to everyone not to forget to enjoy life and to open yourself up to the beauty of the world.

The next song I would like to show you is Good Intent; a seductive romp akin to a dramatic tango. The video is slower and more relaxed which fits the feel and rhythm of the song. There is also a use of color that shows the multiple faucets of Kimbra’s personality, red, black and white. Throughout the video Kimbra suceeds at pulling off the subtleness needed for acting like three different women who symbolize all that those colors represent. Red as seductive. Black as naughty. White as innocent. Her haunting, throaty voice and the dancing really adds a 1940’s Broadway feel to the whole song. Also, the dramatic angles and the use of shadow remind me of film noir as well. In all, the whole piece was put together well and whoever directed the video really understood the nuance to the song. 

Now onto Settle Down which is my favorite song by Kimbra. Both the song and video has attitude and drips with sarcasm. The song starts out with Kimbra creating the beat and harmony. Slowly, more layers of harmony and rhythm are added to create a catchy, jazzy tune. The beginning lyrics set up what message this song is trying to portray. “I wanna settle down/I wanna settle down/Won’t you settle down with me?/Settle down.” The way Kimbra sings this in the video is almost robotic. She doesn’t move her body and only her mouth is moving and her gaze is fixed on something beyond our line of sight. The lack of emotion on her face really adds a creepy element to the meaning of the lyrics. She appears brainwashed and doll-like. Dolls are a big thing in this video. The young girls in the video play at being grownups and play at marriage with a life sized man doll. These girls are idealizing what married life is like and what it is like to settle down. However, the video and the song points out that the idea of being happy and settling down is an illusion. Girls from a young age often play with the idea of settling down and think only true happiness can be obtained by becoming dependent on another person. Individuality is sacrificed and we become doll-like, mass produced copies. Our striving to be just like everyone else makes us lose our sense of self and our ability to accept ourselves and others as we truly are.

I love the message of that song, but I do find it ironic that Victoria’s Secret used part of it in their ad campaign. The whole song is against idealizing perfection. But in the commercial, the women are thin and perfect…The message in the ad is “Love your body,” but really they want you to love and idealize these women’s bodies so that you’ll buy their product. They don’t want you to accept yourself; otherwise everyone would realize they don’t need to buy sexy panties and a bra to be happy. The messages of the song and the commercial were so dissimilar, I was floored and I found it a bit funny! At least, Kimbra’s song added attitude to an otherwise mundane commercial…but I expect no less from Kimbra who is so good at breaking genre and making music that doesn’t conform to anyone’s standards.

Before I leave you, I must ask, what do you think of Kimbra’s music? Have you heard this music before? Does she remind you of another musician? What do you think of Victoria’s Secret using Settle Down in their commercial? Which song is your favorite or did you hate all three? As always, I look forward to reading your comments and if you have any suggestions or you are dying to tell me about some new music you’ve heard, I am eager to hear from you. Thank you and have a wonderful weekend.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Jewelry Art on Etsy

I'm sure you've heard of I search the site to gawk at all of the amazing works of art. My favorite things to search for are jewelry, art and fiber art (crochet and knits). The innovation of some of these people never ceases to amaze me. Anyway, I wanted to share with everyone on here a few pieces from Ogopogogal. She makes her own jewelry, sets her own stones, and does the occasional up-cycle. To check out or purchase her products, please visit her Etsy page here.

For the necklace featured below, I like its simplicity and the use of the pearls. They catch the light like little mirrors.

My favorite is this butterfly ring. It is a work of art! It is like a silhouette during a sunset. Simple and beautiful.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Writer's Digest Contest

The Q at Writer's Digest has a new contest asking its readers to answer a question and then blog about the contest. You could win a free Writer's Digest subscription for a year.

The Q asks: Define What Writing Means to You

You can read the rules and the contest's description here.

Have fun and good luck!